Discombobulation and a wiry entanglement, is the mushiness in my brain.
Navigating through thoughts and imagination but thought to be insane.
High intelligence and a creative mind keeps me in the clouds.
Normality is distant and yet it always surrounds.
Insecurely arrogant as thoughts and opinions are shared
Fearing the consequence of my soul that I bare.
Supressing an emotion is not something of I am able
It squeezes at my heart, until unleashed, only then do I feel stable.
Society is not equipped for the wildness that is within
Wayward thoughts that gnaw at me and causes me to sin.
Thoughts and emotions not able to be expressed
This is all in all what makes me a beautiful mess!
Medication is the answer of the world side effects omitted
Prayer is the answer of the church, where lies are littered
Is it broken synapses and chemicals in the brain?
or is it sin, deception and lies of Satan’s gain?
Peace not delusion
Love not seclusion
Is what I seek